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september 07, when i knew how it felt to b heart broken, never did i know...that i'll face it again... octobe 07, when i realised u're in his school... i saw the path lighted, i knew there was still hope fo me to pass anything 2 him... little did i know, that i'd entangle myself once more.... 30th october, when i decided 2 sms u... i tried 2 make u agree...but u didnt... time passed, n smsing u eventually became my habit, n i guess it became urs too... 26/11/07, one of my best trng... 5/12/07, when u gav me this - :( , when i told u i was leaving for holidays... 31/12/07, was when i knew, i could totally break tt ice wall, when u accepted my request... january 08, when u were in his school, u tried ur best... but he din wan it. so u kept it... 14/01/08, when u 1st called me... 19/01/08, when i made a "record" of talkin on phone for 12 minutes... 27/01-28/01/08, 1st TGAC meet, when i got holdof u phone... 17/02/08... when i decided i shall nt bing phone 2 school the next day 18/02/08- 7 sms unread (6 fm u, 1 frm clsmate), a missed call frm u... 19/02/08- u lost u phone... march- total 1551 mins call... 6/03/08- when we were both early, when i sat next 2 u in the coach's room, when u gave me u foolscap... 13/3/08, the longest phone call, 1hr 04mins + 14/3/08, when i literally hav mental breakdown,u knew i cried, u called, n ask if i was ok... 15/3/08, u called in the morn, right the time u finished ur theory exams... 16/3/08, u couldnt call... 27/3/08, coach's last tng... 29/3/08, u went 2 the airport.. i was there too... at night u called, i was having eath hour... april-total 1257 mins... 1/4/08, u mum called... 4/4/08, 1st time u called af tt day... 8/4/08... u called... u let me hear the song... 9/4/08, my bday...when i started 2 feel u difting away... 16/4/08, i saw u at bishan... 17/4/08, i call u..u say u'll call bck, u nvr did... i leave april as it is... may... 9/5/07, the best time (so fa then) i've had aft coach left... 10/5/07 u gt bck u phone 11/5/07, best land tng aft coach left... but nt after that... i leave it here... ytd, u said i was irritating, u say u were pissed... so, i sms my last msg 2 u... but afte getting a reply from u, i rly dno wat to do... |
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its the worst day today... i don get the sudden change... i dono wats happening... now im scared i cant sleep 2nigght again... im really scared... |
