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belated, but still.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY TAN XINYI/ IVYVAN LEE! ^^ anyway wtevr u have to say i alr say it inside my love letter to you <3 and of cos im the 1st person, cos when i took my phone to c wat time it was it was exactly 0000hr. (ok m kidding. i was planning to b the 1st ANW) lalalaaaaa this eqn is true rite? pig = ping ------ 1 piglet = cute pig -------- 2 sub 1 into 2 thereform piglet = cute ping NOW U NOE WHY I GIV U THE PIGLET? the only thing is, i din wrap myself up. sry la. |
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sigh sigh sigh... aiya since im so free... lets read my super complicated life story. i shall cut off the unknown part of my life, and start from when i enter swimming HAHAHAAAA sian.. -- yep. lets see... i join swimming in p6. sooo 1. there's always this guy who keeps on smiling whenevr i crack a joke. he lasted for a while... cos he was in the same group as me during the PA meet... and cos he's a tracker/swimmer/musician in the same person! 2. after a while i decided i prefer the other one... also a swimmer/tracker/musician. difference? he's not so holy... no.1 lasted very shortly (but could alwasy be the substitute), while no.2 lasted from p6 till sec3, sept 07! 3. during the sec1 orientation, i noticed this super tall guy. idk how to explain, not exactly a veyr strong crush, but quite hard to let go cos i cn hardly find a guy as tall.. ended in sec3. 4. during sec1 i noticed he's kinda cute. but a lot of reputation saying he's very vulgar. apparenrlt he doesnt seem sooo vulgar to me. but aft i cnt rmbr wat incident now we seems like strangers. hahahaa... 5. lemme c.... w8w8i needa recall who's the next one... hmp.. OH! yes. my french cls in sec1&2 has this super hot madacasgar originated guy. he's now in new zealand. LOL 6. okok more recent im very sure DAMN easy to guess. he's 3 years younger than me. we started talking in october and sms very frequently, and then calls. even though i noe very well who he likes. took SO much effort to get over him... lasted from october 07 till august 08... 7. SEA GAMES GOLD MEDALIST! 8. in sec4, i have a chem/maths relief teacher. wat's his name? 9. sec4, french clsmate whom i use to hate in the beginning of the yr. hahahaha..... 10. some ave looking guy frm my og, over alr.. damn fast HAHAHAHA. 11. a SUPER tall guy who waved to me 1st. OHMYGODNESS CUTE LA! but then he just dao me and cause me depression... 12. HOTBODY! 13 prob subconcious.... prob due to excess bullying over the yrs... prob due to the closeness we have... prob due to the fact that we know each other quite well, i believe.... prob due to his sudden growth in sec4... idk. but till now... he's the only one... the only one that doesnt reply my sms AT ALL, the only one who doesn't bother about me, the only one who doesnt even want to know me in the 1st place... (according to someone close to him) ya... and i will see no more of him.. :'( HAHAHA I'LL WAIT AND SEE WHO CAN GET THE MOST RIGHT! ^^ |
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IM SO DAMN SAD LUH :'( will elaborate tt later... i got into finals, both 50m nd 100m ^^ hahaha not exactly fantasic timing but cos there were so little competitors... sighhhh no more mood to say anything.... CAN U PLEASE STOP IGNORING ME AND START DOING WHAT YOU USE TO DO PLEASE?!?!?!I CNT STAND UR COLDNESS!!! i'd rather have you threaten to kick me la can...? juz pls.. don dao me anymore!!!! |
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new song. those who noe... go analyse who its referring to ^^ SONG: lork wa rak (white lie) ARTIST: Bie the star (yes. the cute one. my ring tone oso his song... ^^) LYRICS: There're sometimes our eyes meet, sometimes when we're in very close contact. hold on to my hands, speaks out my mind as i like. The lonely hours when i want someone, you were there beside me, that's all i ever need, that's enough... *Whether i'm there to reduce your boredom, or just a substitution, i've never cared, but can i please ask for a favour? **please continue to pretend you love me, make me happy, let me love you, please don't tell me to leave... ***let me be in my dream, in my heart, please continue to hide the truth, please? ****i'm more than willing to decieve myself, please don mention any word, that will cause us to drift apart... please don't say that i'm not the one, not the one in ur dream, i don't want to know who u're waiting for, please don't tell me. i want to keep this hope inside my heart, u just have to pretend u love me, even though the truth, u never had feelings for me... (*,**,***,****,**,***,****) ya. but wat's diff frm the song is, i don want u to just pretend. SERIOUSLY. |
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WOOOO THANK YOUU!!!! ^^ LALALALA~ OK LA FUN DAY LA OK OMG. HAHAHHAAA |
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tell me wat wrong did i do? tell me wat causes the difference in your attitude and reaction towards me on friday morning and afternoon? why a sudden drastic change? i seriously don't get it... n do u hav to do this? wat have u heard? i'm very sure, i hasnt done anything wrong... tell me... why? why must u totally ignore me. why must u totall cut me off from talking to you? :'( |
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sian sian sian SIAN tts all i cn say how the hell m i suppose to finish bio within 1 day? no way m just gonna fail my mock exam tmr. sian. and then water polo matches (yes stop askin y im in polo n stop sayin "i din noe u're in polo!" by default some swimmers are water polo player) on wednesday and thursday. yes. my own birthday starts off with a lecture test followed by a polo match. n then. while ppl are having holidays on good friday, i've inter club asean cup, which i'll just go there and disgrace myself due to lack of swimming and suffering from over-fatigue/lethargy thanks to the polo match. n yes, 11 apr apparently i hav no event n i still have piano lesson. n i'm very sure i need to complete STACKS of tutorials. and again, instead of resting at home and study as much as i can on 12 apr, i hav another events. i hav exactly a week from 13th till 20th to train, before the inter schools. i hav to, and i MUST get into finals, no matter wat. 8th position's btr than nth. (yes i'd prefer a 50m than a 100m. but agn, if i cnt 50m, then i muz get in 100m. best case? BOTH) sian ah.... i tink many of u cn guess by the scarcity of "omg"s in my post... sian sian sian.... |
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please please please.. tell me u rnt liking anyone now, nor are you going out with any girl... :'( why do i hear so many rumours about u...? :'( |
