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i noe i owe u all 2 fun ost... but for now., the 2nd 1 refer 2 amanda's blog 1st. the 1st 1.. wait till i hav time, n ill post abt it... im nt in the mood 2 blog any high stuff, COS IM FREAKIN DOWN! they quitted after inter school last year n join ace... now... he's quitting after inter school to join ACE as well! NOW U TEL ME WAT M I SUPPOSE 2 DO?!?!?! :'( i don freakin wan him 2 quit, I DON WAN ANY 1 2 QUIT!!! he'd been drifting away since like.. mid april. n tts a frekain sad thing :'( i rly dno wat to do... u say u'd do it, but u didnt. :'( so to suit my current feeling... new blog song 4 ya... NAME: Roy Het pol (a hundred reasons) artists: ster lyrics: You used to love me and sincerely bounded You used to care about me, and were never far away. But today the good times we had seem to be fading away Why do you want to leave me today? * I've tried my hardest to stop you. I want you to understand how I'm feeling. I'm pleading with you to listen to me just this once. ** You may have a hundred reaons why you want to leave But I've only got one reason to make you stay. Listen to my heart, and you'll know. The only 1 reason that i have is... I LOVE YOU With my two tired and weak hands I'm trying to keep you here. My heart's broken, I'm begging you. Kill me, but don't just walk away from me. Without you it's like my heart has died. * I've tried my hardest to stop you. I want you to understand how I'm feeling. I'm pleading with you to listen to me just this once. ** You may have a hundred reaons why you want to leave But I've only got one reason to make you stay. Listen to my heart, and you'll know. The only 1 reason that i have is... I LOVE YOU ** You may have a hundred reaons why you want to leave But I've only got one reason to make you stay.Listen to my heart, and you'll know. The only 1 reason that i have is... I LOVE YOU The reason that I am alive is because I LOVE YOU... u should noe... that this song's for you...i rly don wan u to go.. rly don wan... :( |
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1.Do you like your present school? my cls YA! 2.which part of ur body do u like most? finger ^^ 3.Do you hate your friend sometimes? depends on who. 4.Are you afraid of death? who nisnt 5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? yea, most of the time. 6.Do you believe in eternity love? uh huh. 7.Have you ever broken someone's heart that he wants to commit sucide? nope 8.What do you enjoy doing the most? reading 9.What's your most spoken language? thai 10.Do you cherish every friendship of yours? mostly 11.If you had a choice, which age would you choose to stay at? ah... 15. 12.What do you think is the most important thing in your life? idk. 13.Who do you hope to be always there for you? family, friends, YOU 14.Do you find life meaningless? nope 15.Do you like your CCA? nt rly. 16.What do you want to do now most? TALK 2 U 17.What are your goals for this year? get into tjc or mjc, BY HOOK OR BY CROOK 18.What do you detest most about yourself? idk. |
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[11] People tagged with this quiz 1. no1 2. no1 3. no1 4.no1 5. no1 6. no1 7. no1 8-11. no1 [ 10 ] Firsts. First Best Friend: Fax <3>///< First CD: ah? First Car: renault (my parent's) First Love: fax oso. First Place Called Home: thailand [ 9 ] Lasts. Last Beverage: water, haven drink anything 2day Last Car Ride: ytd. Last Movie Seen:CHOCOLATE!!!! Last Phone Call: call in- amanda, call out - sry, too sensitive :'( last song u listen To: "nud date tua eng" (dating myself) Last Bubble Bath: dk Last Time You Cried:last night Last Thing You Ate:cookies Last Bad Thing You Did: er... [ 8 ] Have You Evers. Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends : hmmm? nope Have You Ever Been Arrested:nope Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: huh? Have You Ever Been On A Limo: no Have You Ever Cheated:ya Have You Ever Been In Love: like ya? Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: no Have You Ever Broken A Bone: no, shifted yes. [ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing shirt, short, rubberband, underwear, bra, wearing my own heart out, last 1 i dno [ 6 ] Things You've Done Today today; start frm 12midnight. tv, eat, cried, listen to music, sleep, sms-ing [ 5 ] Favourite Things. bio, piano, PAYSC, BOOKS!, doraemon [ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything amanda, weilin, weishan, yt [ 3 ] Choices. 1. Black Or White : grey 2. Hot Or Cold :cold 3. Chocolate Or Vanilla : both, can? [ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die. idk. idk when i'll die. [ 1 ] Thing You Regret. idk. |
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Read and understand the instructions below before attempting this quiz. If you scored more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling! If you scored more than 20, you're paranoid. If you scored more than 10, you're normal .If you scored less than 10, you're fearless. If you scored 0, you're full of crap .After you're done, check if you are absolutely normal or need counselling. I fear.. [x ] The dark sometimes... [x] Staying alone forever scary-- [ ] Being a parent [ ] Giving birth too young to know [ ] Being myself in front of others [ ] Open spaces lalala [x] Height who isnt? -- [ ] Black cats [] Big hairy arses HAHAHA Total so far: 3 [ ] Birds [ ] Fish [ ] Spiders [ ] Flowers or other plants [ ] Being touched [x] Fire [x] Deep water [ ] Lakes [ ] Silk [ ] The ocean, in the middle yes. Total so far: 5 [/] Failure [ ] Success [ ] Thunder/Lightning [/ ] Frogs/Toads [ ] My boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad HAH no bf! [ ] My boyfriend's/girlfriend's mum [x] Mice/Rats EEEEWWWW!!!! DISGUSTING! [x] Jumping from high places i nearly faint jumping frm tt thing -- too bouncy. [ ] Snow [ ] Rain Total so far: 8 [ ] Wind [ ] Crossing hanging bridges depends on how high it is [x] Death kiasi [ ] Heaven [x] Being robbed [x] Falling If I fall from a 30 storey building [ ] Clowns [ ] Large crowds of people [ ] Men [ ] Women Total so far: 11 --(mog, its nearly twice of u amanda- -) [/] Having great responsibilities [/] Doctors, including dentists (cn i juz say, dentist? i love doctors, but hate dentist -- EEEEW) [x] Tornadoes [x] Hurricanes [x] Incurable diseases [x] Venomous snakes [x] Sharks [ ] Friday the 13th lol, juz a FRIDAY HELLO? [/] Ghosts [/] Poverty Total so far: 18 [ ] Halloween [ ] School [ ] Trains [ ] Odd numbers [ ] Even numbers [ ] Being alone [X] Becoming blind [X] Becoming deaf [ ] Growing up [ ] Monsters under your bed Total so far: 20 (jgomg, paranoid alr !) [x] Creepy noises in the night [x] Bee stings [ ] Not accomplishing my goals/dreams [ ] Needles [ ] Penis sicko -- Total: 22 expected paranoid, LOL |
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The Letter A Are you available?: i shd b. lol What is your age?: 16 (yay! nc 16 movies hohoho) What annoys you a lot of things, im short tempered. The Letter B Do you live in a big house?: nope. When is your birthday? 090492 Who is your best friend too many, they're all equal The Letter C What’s your favorite candy? idk. as long as its transparent or translucent Who's your crush? too sensitive, sorry. The Letter D Do you daydream?: sometimes What’s your favorite kind of dog?: a lot What day of the week is it?: a freakin tuesday The Letter E How do you like your eggs? sound sick -- Have you ever been in the emergency room?: nah What’s the easiest thing ever to do?: nothing? The Letter F Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yes, how d;u tink i get 2 singapore? hav you use fly swatters?: simi lai de -- Have you ever used a foghorn?: meow? The Letter G Do you chew gum?: yep Are you a giver or a taker? je ne sais pas. Do you like gummy candies?: yep The Letter H How are you? depressed? What color is your hair? dark brown The Letter I What’s your favorite ice cream?: dno eh .Have you ever ice skated? nope Do you play an instrument?: piano, violin, recorder The Letter J What’s your favorite jelly bean brand?: natural selection, is there such ting? do u wear jewelry?: no way The Letter K Who do you want to kill? no1. Do you want kids?: shd b Where did you go for kindergarten? SOMAPA <3 Letter Q Whats your favouite quote? whether i'll live for a yr or 2, 5 10 or even 20 yrs, life's still life. long or short doesnt matter, wat matters is wat i'll do when im alive. although my lief's short, i'll make it worthwhile. to b love when im alive, to b issed when im gone. though my life's not gna b long, but my 1 day will equate to 1 yr. evryday of my life's gna b worthwhile. every minute has its meaning. i wont b living juz for the sake of it, nt just passing my day anyhow... .Are you quick to judge people? very. The Letter R Do you think you’re always right? depends. Are you one to cry? yes. The Letter S Do you prefer sun or rain? depends Do you like snow? dk .What’s your favorite season?: dk? The Letter T What time is it? 1431 What time did you wake up?: 0910 When was the last time you slept in a tent? sec3 camp, pitch a tent, but slept OUTSIDE the tent, cn b counted laa The Letter U Are you wearing underwear? -- no i tink -- Underwear or boxers? -- The Letter V What’s the worst veggie?: capsicum Where do you want to go on vacation? FRANCE + SOUTH KOREA + THAILAND! The Letter W What’s your worst habit? too many, on worse. Where do you live?: simei What’s your worst fear? too many, my heart very fragile The Letter XHave you ever had an x-ray? yes, 3 times -- Have you seen the x-games?: ? Do you own a xylophone? Nah . The Letter Y Do you like the color yellow? neutral, but its bright, at least What’s one thing you yearn for? EXPLAINATION! The Letter Z Whats your zodiac sign? ARIES! .Do you believe in the zodiac? yep, most of the time. Favorite zoo animal? idk |
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I WAN U BACK, THE SAME OLD YOU, IS THAT IMPOSSIBLE? I KNOW ITS NOT! don tel me all those time u werent happy, don tel me u din enjoy those time... cos i wont believe it. watever it is... i'll wait, i'll wait till tt day.. the last day im totally giv up on u.. was actually ur bday.. but i've changed my mind... to that day.. to make it 1 complete yr, a yr tt so many tings happened, which i hope... i juz wouldnt end there... which i hope i'll get u bck, the same as b4... |
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THE CANS: you blow a bubble? yep Can you wiggle your ears? no Can you roll your tongue? yes Can you touch your tongue to your nose? no THE DIDS: Did you ever want to be a doctor? yes, n still Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? No DOs: Do u believe in GOD? no Do you like roller coasters? no Do you own a bike ya, spoilt Does your family have family picnics? seldom How did you find out about Friendster? dno, cnt rmbr LASTS: Last person you hugged? father Last thing you said out loud?: "k bye.." THE WHATS: What was the last restaurant you ate at? sakura Wh at was the last thing you bought? tako yaki What was the last thing you had to drink? lime juice THE WHOS: Who was the last person who texted you? yangtheng... i tink.. or isi audrey? dno, phone dead The last person you held hands with? idk Who last talked to you on the phone? ... Who was the last person to leave you a comment? ah.. zoe? THE WHATS: What shirt are you wearing? dark blue esprit What pants are you wearing? darker blue/green pant. Have any tattoos? no way LAST PERSON. 1. Had a beer with? anti-alcohol movies with? prae . Went to the mall with? amanda . Talked on the phone with? ... 5. Made you laugh? when my phone died... 6. You hugged? father 7 . You yelled at? amanda 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? NO! 2. Be serious or be funny? depends 3. Drink whole or skim milk? depends . Die in a fire or get shot? nt for me to choose 1. Sun or moon? dk 2. Winter or Fall ??? 3. Left or right? depends... heart's on the eft side anw 4. Sunny or rainy? depends 5. Peach or Pear? peach 6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? cute Do You Cook? yea 8. Current mood? DEPRESSED & CONFUSED THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU... 1. Kissed someone? parent 2. Sung? the blog song 3. Been hugged? father/mother . Danced Crazy? NO! . 5. Cried? yes, since friday night... 1. Where is your cell phone? heaven (hell?) 2. Where is your boyfriend/girlfriend? lost onhis way 3. Where is your hair? On top of my head 4. Where is your mother? beside me 5. Where is your father? working 6. Your favourite thing? ? 7. Your dream last night? dno, was too depressed to dream 9. Your dream car? estima?i don rly care 10. Say something about your life? ... 11. Say something about your ex? idk if u consider theman ex but yea, i miss them.. alot, n stil wish 2 c both of u 12. say sth abt ur fear? too many... where do you want to be in 10 years? thailand 14. What you're not good at? a lot of things 15. Who did you hang out with last night? depression 16. Muffins? no mood 17. When you die, you'd rather be cremated or burried? nt 4 me to choose.. 18. Where you grew up? thailand 19. Last place you've been to last night? Home. Other than that, pool. 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. Where are you? Home 22. Your pet is? dogs 23. Your laptop? retarded 24. Your life? ... 25. Your mood? depressed, confused, down, sad... 26. Missing? you 27. What are you thinking about now? wat was he tinkin... y is he doing this... :'( 28. Your favourite colour? blue 29. Your work? a lot 30. Your nick? ping? 31. Your relationship status? ... 32. Your favourite food? dk 33. When was the last time you laughed? dono... 34. Last time you cried? 2am last night (this morning) 35. School? :'( |
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i don freaking get it... its not like its weeks ago, ITS ONLI DAYS AGO! i don freaking understand wats going through tt little head of urs.. u juz did tt. witout tinking how i'd feel... since u r doin tt to me, so i m doin it 2 u as well... but my heart aint strong enough i guess, i lose tt battle n i juz sms u... but u arent replying... all the while u avoided me, i avoided you as well... im suffering frm so much pain, so much torture, thinking wat had happened... but r u feeling the same thing, or at least, just 1/10 out of wat im feeling...? i hope so... cos at least... it'd mean, u care... |
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im too depressed... i've 2 do something... if not i'll start breaking down again... Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don’t read the questions until you’ve named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. 1. amanda 2. ivy 3. weilin 4. wei shan 5. audrey 6. yu tong 7. hui yu 8. zoe 9. yang theng 10. rachel 11. ying ying 12. elan 13. sheree 14. yu bin 15. andrew 16. nicholas koh 17. mok (random, i noe--) 18. hui khin 19. k, i cnt avoid this.. you 20. PARK TAE HWAN! How did you meet 14? >> French cls. What would you do if you never met 1? >> 1 lesser consultant, too quiet. What if 9 and 20 dated? >> I'LL KILL YANG THENG Will 6 and 17 date? >> MAYB? nice 1 tong tong. Describe 3. >> CRAZY, HIGH, UNIQUE, OUTSPOKEN, TOTAL ENGLISH PRO, OMG, she's 1 of my best frens in school! ^^ When was the last time you spoke to 13? >>yesterday What is 2’s favorite band/singer? >>i dno? she likes lollipop i tink Would you ever date 4? >> omfg, LOL, date fan fan ah... nah Would you ever date 1? >> noooo! Is 19 single? >>ah f, muz b u... ya What is 10’s last name? >> khoo Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? >> nooo school of 3? >> Damai Sec Where does 6 lives? >> SIMEI! What is your favorite thing of 5? >> hmmpp... my perfect fren |
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1. Name out one friend whose name begins with each alphabet. Andrew Brandon(im avoidiing u, cos u're avoiding me) Cassandra Daniel(amanda, i borrow ur bro 1st) Eugene Fan Fan Grace Hui Yu Ivy Jacklyn(weilin) Kevin L-- Mandy(amanda) Nicholas Koh Ornan Pan Qian Cheng Rachel Sherman Tong Tong (yu tong) U-- View Wei Xun Xin Yuan (ivan) Ying Ying Zoe 2. How many siblings A has? dno eh... 3. What does B sms you about? homework, 1 of my personal consultant, so mostly i'll sms him 1st 4. What is C's nickname? COOK FISH! 5. How did you get to know D? swimming 6. How despo is E? to a certain extent, rite? amanda 7. How much older/younger is F than you? hmmpp... 3 mths 18days younger 8. Name 3 of G's best friends. justina, jieqi, huijun 9. Does H know I? nope 10. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy? omfg, SHE'S THE BEST BUDDY I HAV IN SCHOOL, SHE TURN 2 B ENEMY I DIE! 11. Under what condition(s) will K & L get married? kevin married to.. who? 12. How many people do you know with M's name? ahh.. 1 n only mandy 13. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? sometimes when evry1's asleep n im crying i'll call him, but he gt phobia of phone la -- 14. Do you think O knows P? yepp 15. How geeky is Q? a little... he's computer addicted 16. Is R very popular? yep 18. Is T a very random person? nope, tong tong's heart onli hav panda AND anime 19. How are U & V related?\ view wont noe who u is, cos i oso dno who u is 20. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? good fren 21. When is the last time you met up with X? last week i tink 22. Are Y & Z enemies? nope, they dno each other 23. Of A to Z, which one do u love the most? no most ba, if nt.. too many alr, cos they're good fren in diff ways..(ltr say some the other jealous --) 24. Will you betray any of them? dno 25. Have you loved and confessed to any one in A to Z? mayb? 26. Have you tagged A to Z informing them that they have to take this quiz too?nope |
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1. What is the connection between you and the last person who called you? -> father 2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off? ->it offs itself -- 3. What happened at 10.00am today? ->sleeping 4. When did you last cry? ->last night... 5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter? ->bread 6. What do you want in your life right now? ->evryhting bck to the same as before 1/4/08 7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? ->umbrella, no hood 8. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed? ->doraemon n more doraemon ^^(soft toy AND comics XD) 9. What bottom are you wearing right now? ->white shorts 10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? ->the nicest 1 is too long.. so i'll tak eht 2nd nicest 1..."R u alright?" 11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? -> they're alr damn frekain complicated 12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone? -> nope 13. What was the last movie you caught? ->CHOCOLATE! 14. What are you proud of? -> ahh.. i dno? im proud of many things.. 15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? -> (too sensitive, sorry [18/2/08, how old's that?!?!]) 16. What was the last song you sang out loud? -> the song on my blog 17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they? ->many many frm many many many ppl for many many many many purposes/times-- 18. What does your last text message say? Who was it from? ->"(number)" frm sherman 19. What time did you go to bed last night? ->2+ 20. Are you currently happy now? -> no 21. Who gives you the best advice? ->i got too many consultant, they're all good in diff way 22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? -> nope.. 23. Who did you talk on the phone with last night? -.no 1 :'( 24. Is anything bugging you right now? -> YES YES N YES!!! :( 25. What/Who was the last person who made you laugh? ->ah... i cnt rmbr... 26. Do you wear toe socks? ->ping hates wearing socks -- 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?Mother ->mum 28. Have you ever had your heart broken? ->OBVIOUSLY?!?!?:( 29. What annoys you most in a person? ->i dno, im easily annoyed, easily contented as well 30. Do you have a crush on anyone? ->yea? i tink so. 31. Have you ever done cocaine? ->nope 32. What is the colour of your room? yellow 33. Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? ->nope 34. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap? ->?!?! 35. Who was the last person who lay in your bed? ->doggy 36. Who was the last person who hugged you? ->father (or isit mother?) 37. Did anybody see the last person you kissed? ->i onli kiss my parent b4 going to bed. 38. Do you have a life? ->uh huh 39. Have you ever thought someone died, but they really didn't? ->ehh i dno 40. What is the reason behind your profile song? ->wats tt? 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream? ->i din dream recently, so the most reason 1's HIS mum -- 42. The last time you smiled? ->i dno... i've been quite moody this few days.. :( 43. Have you changed this year? . ->mayb mayb nt? 44. What are you listening to right now? ->some chinese song.. 45. Are you talking to someone while doing this? ->online yea. 46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed? ->open i tnik 47. Is there a quote you live by? ->yea, very long 48. Do you want someone you can't have? ->yea man, but i hope i can^^ 49. Have you ever played an instrument? ->piano, violin, recorder,thai instruments 50. What was the worst idea you had in this week? ->i dno, i've been havin a frekain bad time htis week 51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm? ->msn 52. Are you happy with your love life right now? ->no, im depressed 53. What song describes your love life? ->my blog's song 54. Does the person know you like him/her? ->doubt so, tt bastard's dumb 55. Who always makes you laugh? ->paysc humans, almost la 56. Do you speak any other language except english? ->thai, chinese, french 57. Are you blond? ->nope, but i like blonde guys.. 58. What is your middle name? ->nope 59. What are you doing tomorrow? ->tjc swim trng, school, flag day 60. What do you think you're like? ->a perfect aries 61. Who will you choose to die with? ->family, or alone 62. Where have you been today? ->home, leaving soon 63. What games do you play often? ->no games 64. Who are you missing right now? ->amanda, since she say she miss me. 65. If you've to choose between friends and love, which would it be? FRIENDS (i tink..? i dno ><) DAMN THE FREAKIN INTERNET, IM NT GNA RETYPE THAT FOR THE 3RD TIME. F -- 100. Love with a guarantee of heartbreak, or not to be loved at all? Love with a guarantee of heartbreak, TTS WAT IM GNG TRHOUGH! "if there's love, there's always hope.." |
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DAMN IT, I DON FREAKNIG UNDERSTAND U! 1 moment, u make me feel like im in heaven, the nxt, u make me fall into HELL! 1 day, u call me n we juz talk crap. the nxt, U TOTALLY IGNORES ME HPW MANY FREAKING TIMES MUZ I TEL U TT I DON LIKE TT GUY, WHETHER HE LIKES ME OR NTO TTS HIS PROBLEM! so STOP IGNORING ME... COS I CANT STAND IT... stop pretending im juz air, stop pretending u din hear wat i say. stop taking my presence as ABSENCE! n i don freakin get WHY u wont talk 2 me when tt guy's around. CN U JUZ B LIKE WAT U WERE?!??! u very know, tt by ignoring me, its the best way to get me in depression, SO Y R U STILL DOING IT?! i wan u bck, the same person u were b4 evrything changed, the same person who cares abt how i feel, n not juz totally ignores me... is that possible? |
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title: Peun gan.. mai ta lod pai (FRIENDS... NOT FOREVER) artist: nice 2 meet u only a good friend, today, thats all i can be. eventhough, in my heart, feel further than that. only can say "i love you" softly to myself all the time, you'll never hear, the truth inside me... *i'm suppose 2 wait, i understand. to love, it needs time. no matter how long, i'll hold on, i just wna know... **if we must be friends, how long's that gna last? if u love me, at least give me some hope, is that possible? but the truth in my heart, is that i don wanna b ur friend forever, is there a way, that we can be more than just friend...? if u want to c how long i'll love u. i'll wait, no matter how long, i'll wait, if u're willing toopen ur heart. if u've never thought of anything more than friend, please tell me, this friend wont say anything... (*,**,**) my dear "friend", this song's for u... i hope u'll b the same again... |
