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thurs 31/7 was the day, the day i decided to do something i never tink i could've done, never even tink of it.... from 30 oct 07, u've always been a special some1 to me. im sorry im so dumb so as 2 fall for u though i alr know who u like. im saying sorry, not to you, but to all my frens who constantly remind me abt the facts, yet i didnt listen... i was so close to you, so much so, that i thought i stand a chance, but i never did. you only hav 1 girl in your heart, and for at least 2 more years., im gonna guess its not gna change... from someone i use to hate, to a fren, to a crush, now all i want, is to be your good friend... can u grant me that? on 3/8, some damn brain cells provoked me to tell you how i feel. and i did... n i tink...it changed my life, and urs too, i guessed. both positively, and negatively... positively, i cn tok 2 u more openly... negatively, i onli tok 2 u when u reply... which is rarely... u don't trust me as much as u use to, thats how i feel, at least... after i told u how i feel, i cry, evrynight... and till now, i still am... its gonna take me sometime, a long time i should say, to totally erase u out of my heart. cos u occupied all the 4 chambers... i'll come and continue this post another day.... je t'aime../ |
