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OHMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 RUJ'S DAMN SUPER HANDSOME MANN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3 ya i tink i'd better take my precious time to find new singers/actors. i tink its worth more of my time, rite humans? (oh, of cos this onli goes to those who noes they r humans la. ^^) uh ohhhhhh...... hmmmmm r u sure? u'll never know. ya, i remember. i tink, i'm not that vulgar. so i do have limited vocabs. n will continue to have... n ohhhhh i forgot i'm stupid. yea.... cnt b compare to those english pros la... n nvr want to b compared to. (oops.,or isit nvr wanted to b compared to? idk.) i've got no wonders why a person can quarrel with sooo manyyy ppl. esp those close to them. ya, im toking abt myself. wow. hmmm.. nvm i shant write in thai cos then it'd b no point. no more fun of wat i'm scolding myself. amanda: welcome bck. maybe i'd needa start tking cheemology lesson so tt i wont b vocab-limited eh? but tink agn... nvm. i shall remain who i m. i tink im better off not understanding cheemology ^^ oh yay, lets count how many cheemmmm/vulgar/BIG/ vocab did i use... target: less than 9 ^^ (ooohhhh minus bonus pt XD) lol. its 1 if u consider damn a vulgarity. its 2, cos the word vulgar IS vulgar. nt bad... =] goodnight ! ^^ |
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hmmmm. sry. may i noe who exactly r u? oh. someone. ya. so what's the right u have to tell evry1 wat to feel and to do? well... im not very sure of that. but it's not gonna work for my case, so forget it. J'EN AI ASSEZ! |
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4 years of effort..... didnt pay off.... sec1 SCIENCE 96.0, 90.0, 80.0, 91.0, 40.0, 85.0, 97.0, 78.1, 76.5 [1 MISS, PRACTICAL] sec2 SCIENCE 86.0, 84.0, 82.7, 86.5, 63.3, 87.5, 78.0, 78.0, 85.0 [ 1 MISS, PRACTICAL] sec3 BIOLOGY 92.0, 90.0, 86.0, 78.3, 81.2, 74.0, 93.0, 83.5, 85.0, 84 [ 1 MISS, I WAS TOP IN LEVEL] CHEMISTRY 79.0, 79.0, 84.0, 74.4, 78.0, 85.0, 76.0, 80.5, 79.2, 79 [1 MISS] lets ignore physics -- sec4 BIOLOGY 89.0, 77.0, 85.3, 80.0, 82.0, 75.5, 83.3, 84 [NOT A SINGLE MISS] CHEMISTRY 80.0, 100.0, 86.7, 87.9, 87.5, 92.0, 80.4, 81 [NOT A SINGLE MISS] DO YOU FREAKING UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL WHEN I SEE MY RESULT?!?!??!?! THE FIRST TWO SUBJECTS I LOOKED AT WASNT EVEN ENGLISH OR HUMANITIES, IT WAS THE TRIPLE SCIENCE (ignore physics, it was just in the way), I SAW: ALPHABETICAL GRADE PHYSICS - A CHEMISTRY- A BIOLOGY- A BUT WHEN I SAW THE GRADE NUMERICAL PHYSICS- TWO (ignore, expected --) CHEMISTRY- TWO (didnt believe my own eye, start tearing) BIOLOGY- TWO (couldnt take it, decided to ran off from in front of the hall) SO WHAT IF I GET 6 DISTINCTIONS?!!?!? I'D RATHER GET 5, WHICH ARE ALL A1S FOR MY DOUBLE MATHS AND TRIPLE SCIENCE, OR EVEN 4A1S FROM DOUBLE MATHS, BIO AND CHEM, AND 1 A2 FROM PHYSICS. NOW STOP CONGRATULATING ME, AFTER U'VE SEEN THIS, U SHD UNDERSTAND FOR BIOLOGY- I HAV 2 TEN-YEARS-SERIES 1- TOPICAL (from my fren) I COMPLETED AT LEAST ALL THE MCQ, EACH OF THEM, A TLEAST 3 OR 4 TIMES. I COMPLETED THE WRITTEN QUESTION TWICE(i tink) 2- YEARLY(bought) I COMPLETED THE WHOLE TYS, AT LEAST 5 OR 6 TIMES. EACH OF THE TIME CLARIFYING MY DOUBTS WITH MY TEACHER. STAYED BACK IN SCHOOL, STAYED BACK FOR NIGHT STUDIES. ALL THESE DOESNT PAY OFF?!?!?!? CHEMISTRY 1. TOPICAL 23-YRS-SERIES. a fren gave it to me, QUESTIONS ARE SUPER HARD, BUT I MANAGE TO COMPLETE IT. THERE WERE ABT 20+ CHAPTERS, EACH CHAPTERS COMSISTING OF 100 OVER QUESTIONS, OR EVEN 200 OVER QNS. I COMPLETE THE WHOLE BOOK, EXCEPT THOSE OUTTA SYLLABUS. 2. YEARLY I COMPLETED THIS ALSO AT LEAST 5 OR 6 TIMES, SAME AS BIO, I ALWAYS ASK THE TEACHER ABT THE ANSWERS. NOW TELL ME, SHOULDNT I BE DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF?!?!?!? SHOULDNTI BE MAD, I DON DESERVE ANY CONGRATULATIONS. SO STOP SAYING I DID WELL. I HATE MYSELF!!!!! |
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5/1/09 went bck damai. mr ho's cute. damn damn cute [summarized version] [full version] met brandon/james/yongtai at bus stop. went into school then c a grp of teachers, INCLUDING MR HO but i din feel normal enough to talk 2 him. <3 awww cuteness me: cher! go our cls chalet >) mr.ho: when's it? i thought u all juz had bbq? me: omg. tt ws like super long ago mr.ho: so ur chalet's when? weilin: wednesday's night mr.ho: THIS WEDNESDAY!??!?! us: yeshh. me: cher go mr.ho: i don needa work ah me: aiya take leave la. work can work anytime, but u cnt c us anytime u wan rite. cher lt u free? mr.ho: i've to c my foreign students then i hav remedial. OH YA PING, my cls hav 1 korean guy. name (sth, i cnt rmbr) me: SERIOUS AH!??! sec? mr.ho:3. me: sec3.. means old students, so if i nvr realise means nt handsome. huh.. remedial ah. nr.ho:hahahaha (toks 2 james/yt) then go staff room called mrs tjan, she too bz. saw mrs ling. hohohoooo then walk walk walk arnd, w8ing for weilin cos she go c mr saiful then gave up go into xiaoming's remedial cls. when he was tokin 2 mr. poon outside cls, went in the sec4's were liike. hmm? who's she. lol then he came in then i juz sit behind read my book awwww i miss school <3 then aft a while. all my frnwes knoeck on the door then he allowed them to come in also then aft he assigned their work he came tok 2 us. hohohohoooo <3 mr.ho: help la u all us: help? mr.ho: teach them us: pay??? mr.ho: don have la! me: cher, when u getting married? sec4s: choke weilin: HAHAHA tts so normal in our cls me: muz invite me ok? me: cher! tonight muz go c my blog sec4: laughsss me: (tkae his tys then write my blog link) me: CHER U HAVEN ACCPET US ON FB. faster do so, if nt juz gimme ur password. i juz login accept myself mr.ho: okok weilin: hahahahaaa mr.ho: how's... what's her name ah? the super thin girl, sit in front one me: weishan? mr.ho:yayaya. cos during the funeral my relative say he noes my student. very small, smart, wna be vet. then i thought of weishan. so she told u? me: ya weilin: she told me oso weilin: cher. i don understand this man. why are all the teachers asking me, "r u here to c mr wong?" me/cassandra: hahahaha mr.ho: hahahaa me: u sure u dno not? weilin: dno la! me: but y r alll the teachers asking me why m i bck for ah? they shd noe >) [looked at mr ho, cos the teachers shd noe/tink that i'm bck to c mr. ho. HAHAHAHAAAA] mr.ho: (choke on water) weilin: HAHAHAHAA CHER U NT USE TO IT YET AH? me: ya lor. shd b use to it alr. awwwwwwww I MISS XIAOMING! 7/1/09 4e1 sentosa outing cos i was sick, so didnt go morn trng. went to vivo. at the ticket booth there saw this angmoh guy in maroon shirt, alr inside the platform. super handsome <3 then we bought our tickets. then go into sentosa. then since i headache i din play then halfway i up the the "most south.." dno wat point sit there with audrey/shaojing then cn hear the other's shouting. so decided to go down then is swam across, without knowing the guard was blowing whistle (damn unfair) then when i walk bck on the bridge I SAW THE SAME ANGMOH GUY SMILING AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!< 3 he muz b my soulmate of the day man... awwwww then play, form pyramid. hoho. then aft fin playing, me/aud/shaojing/james/yongtai/alfrad went to eat me/aud/shaojing walked arnd sentosa then went bck lol then i noe when the o lvl result come out on my way bck home. omg 8/1/09 french cls outing met denise/jinhao/zoe. waited for huiyu/nathanael I SAW THE BISHAN GAY WTDKLRJESEJSE ok then we call moelce then the teacher pissed off (n she tinks im nt ==) then we cnt go vsit madame so we juz ate at mac jinhao gave us 1 panda soft toy and a keychain each. awwww how nice. then we go esplanade. c the exhibition, damn interestng. but quite scary oso.... then took train bck. go trng... today, 11/1/09 time trial set my alrm clock at 600am then at 6 am, chng it to 0630 then chng agn to 0700 then chng agn to 0800 LOL then i panick frm wat amanda says int he end i stil gt time to play cards -- oh yea babyyyy 50m back: 38.64 (this was last yr trng time. but is damn good thuis yr, cos my trng time this yr's around 46) 50m free: 32.24 (this's GOOD. though last yr i swam 31.59. but for this yr, GOOD ENOUGH!) oh hell. 50 free i lose to ee lynn by 0.02s -- N EE LYNN'S LIKE, NT EVEN MY CHEST'S HEIGHT n tmr.... my 4 yrs of effort will be determined... if it pays out... or goes down the drain..... |
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OK HUMANS. NOTE THIS. I MISSED OUT 1 GUY. SO I'LL JUST PUT HIM ON TOP. HOHOOHOOOOO ^^ okok. im a bit late, but these are the guys(ok.. girl oso) this yr ^^ (i'll go by alpha order k?) COOL there're exactly 10 guys. oh wait. there were more than that. LOL (i'll leave out my teacher/fren ^^)10..ok ^^(actually 12. minus 2 lazy alr) S-WORRARIT WAIYAJIARANAI  31 yr old actor. super cute. i tink he somehow looks like kao jirayu (below). his dimple's soo cute <3 ADAM GYORGY  ok. if u dno abt him, then u haven been readin my blog regularly. or maybe i didnt notify u. nvm. a steinway artist, 26 yrs old, hungarian. OHMYGODNESS <3www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Sj9arEUX2w (this is to show u how omgding goodhe is. cos im nt sure tt many of u watch classical vids. so if i giv u the whole piece u may nt reach the good part. if u wna watch i recommend la campanella and hungarian rhapsody no.2) CHIN-CHINAWUT INDRACUSIN.  19 yr old half thai-french singer. PURE HOTNESS. he chnged SOOO much frm last yr. heh XD OHMYGOD IM WATCHING HIS VID(MELTZZZ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsX13p0aTeY http://www.ethaimusic.com/lyrics5/1114.html (lyrics) EDWARD CULLEN (ok... mayb its robert pattinson. idk)  PURE HOTNESS, PERIOD ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1GbukZnl1Y ICE-SARANYU WINAIPANIT  "prince of smile", well known in japan as well. his voice is very unique, n he's soooo cute ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5oZ8EM3WlgQ&feature=related JEEJA WISMITANUN  if u've rmbred, this yr i went crazy over 1 particular girl in an action movie, chocolate. this is her. 24 yrs old ^^ KAO-JIRAYU LAONGMANEE  13 YR OLD ACTOR, IF U ALL REMEMBER. DAMNNN CUTE<3>  OHMYGOD 20 YR OLD 100% THAI BLOOD SINGING IN A SOUTH KOREAN BOYBAND. just because he went to watch a concert! <3> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8roAZGak3QE MARIO MAURER  20 year old halg thai/german. OHMYGOD DAMNNN HOT^^ he became well known last yr frm his movie, "rak haeng siam", or love of siam. ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=if1FDpytkEI MICHAEL- SIRACHUCH CHIENTHAWORN  16 yr old actor, 1st well known in the movie, "dek-hor", or "the dorm", where he plays a ghost character name wichien. and ltr on, in "pid term yai hui jai wa wun", where he plays "mai" ^^ www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrYQdRmMq5Q NICK-RONNAWEE SAREERATT  probably the 1st guy i've gone crazy over, wothout a hot body. BUT HE'S REAL CUTE! n ignoreing tae hwan, he's the 1st one ^^ oh he's a runner up in "the star" year 2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Cg6E_f-ANs (he's the...3rd singer. the one in white jacket, wth dark blue pants ^^) RUJ- SUPARUJ TACHATANON  24 yr old singer, runner up in "the star" year 4. <3<3<3>omg he noes how 2 play the piano ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlCxoWOhV1o http://www.ethaimusic.com/lyrics5/1024.html (lyrics and meaning) PARK TAE HWAN i mean, whoever dno him.... probably doesnt noe me. ^^ do i need to post a pic here? no need. cos its right on top. ^^ genius swimmer, breaking asian records since he was 17. participated in 2004 athens olympic, when he was only 14! (well... though he dq --) |
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NEW SONG LYRICS ^^ PROBABLY ONE OF THE MOST ACCURATE TO DESCRIBE ME ^^ title: ha rak sai tua (finding my love) why do i always recieve this? what's wrong with me? its all my heart's fault, for being so easily contented.
please have pity on me, cos every single disappointment is painful. how can i tolerate, being hurt over and over again?
telling myself it's enough, but never successful why do i not remember those pain, why am i not afraid of the accumulation. all i ever do is to find more love, how much more must i get? why do i not remember those pain, just getting hurt alone isn't tolerable. when would all this end? when will i stop wasting my feelings i'm surprised with myself as well how come i can still tolerate? although my mouth says it hurts, but why is my heart still fine? anyone ask me out, i agree 'cos i'm afraid that my heart will be too free. or maybe 'cos of the loneliness, when will all this end?
i want to know when, will i have someone.... so really suits me right? ^^ |
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happy new year ^^ สุขสนต์วันปีใหม่ค่ะ ^^ joyeux l'an nouveau ^^ (help me correct this, HUMANS) xing nian kuai le ^^ 2008- a year to be remembered. olympics <3 O levels ^^ adam gryogy's conert XD reunion wif my thai pri mate ^^ major ones. uh oh. m chased to sleep now -- goodnight ^^ (0055, 1/1/09) hello. m back ^^ ok.. i shall be nice and write the dedications first... going by alpha order k? ^^ AMANDA KHOO ya, u're the 1st one agn my dear girl thx for being such a crazy/supportive/caring/stubborn/funny fren for 5 yrs (isit?) haha. we'll still c each other for at least 1 more yrs. n most likely, i am continuing swimming. hahahaa. love u mandy ^^ AUDREY YONG YOO PERFECT FRIEND! thx for SERIOUSLY being there for me like. as soon as i need you. ^^ n tt D isnt good enough for u. =] we're both temasekians rite? XD im sure i'll always see you, keep in touch yea? ^^ u're more than love. LOL CASSANDRA PEK YOOO COOKED FISH/PRESIDENT! ^^ thx for being there for me to bully all these while. fastr be a singer so i cn know more singers/actors ^^ love ya CEDRIC LIM hello... thx for accompanying me on my wy home for.. at least. 3yrs? (Were u in my cls in sec1? if yes hen its 4 yrs. lol). though i onli get rly close to u onli this yr. still. thx for all ur advise. love ya ^^ CHRISTABEL hello! u sweetie. ^^ don worry about ur results yea? cos if u don survive i doubt i will. u'res a real fast swimmer man... n im sure u cn go much further. TRY GO ASIAN GAMES SO I CN C PARK TAE HWAN.^^ luv ya^^ DENISE hello den den. u're the 1st fren i made at moelc. n we're still frens till now. u're real smart man... nxt time i muz pull u go sentosa without letting u run home 1st. ok? ^^ je t'aimee ^^ HUI YU BONJOUR, TOFU ^^ hahaha. thx for lettin me copy ur work ^^ muahaha. TAKE FRNCH NXT YR! hahaahahaaa. i don care. park tae hwan's still hotter than liu xiang ^^ je t'aime <3 ISABEL hehehe. hello sweetiee... don train too hard la. take care of ur body la. haiyo... study hard n play hard k? lov u sweetie ^^ IVY YO U MEANIEEE u're always a bit to hard on me huh. beware tt my limit explode. but u're stil nicer than meaner to me la. HAHAHAAA. FASTER COME BACK LA! oh.. train hard n study hard la u... XD miss u n love u loads. ^^ JIN HAO hello china fren ^^ i noe u arnt gna b reading this but im stil gna write abt u. thx for all the nonsensical quarelling u've given me. haha. ^^ KAY LYNN HELLO XIAO HAI ZHI! u're such a perfect girl. no wonder guys r falling for u like leaves falling frm tress. haha. okok, kidding. relaxx.. ^^ i don hav to say "study hard n train hard", cos i noe that u'll always do so. hahaha <3 MAWI hello uncle! ^^ idk wat to say la.hope u hav a gd yr nxt yr. ^^ NATHANAEL HELLO NAT!!!! though i onli had a chance to rly noe u at the end of the yr, but i sure know that u're a real nice guy. i'll c u agn nxt yr, for sure, rite? ^^ NICHOLAS KOH HELLO MY DEAREST GUY FREN(in sch) thx man, for always being there for me. muz keep in touch k? ^^ love yaa XD NICOLE LIM HELLOOOO thx for letting me bully u for all these.. 4 yrs ^^ haha. go temasek la... i NOE u can! <3 QIAN CHENG HI PONG PONG ^^ im PING, not BIG PING, ok? u idiot. ths for accompanying me on mrt (with cedric) all these while. <3 ^^ WEI LIN HI HUMAN hahahaaa. thx for always being there. ^^ xiaoming's always cuter than mw2 ^^ lalalaaa<3 WEI SHAN HELLO FAN FAN/XIAO HAI/ATM ^^ hahahahaaa.... i noe i've created a lot of unhappiness for u. keep in touch yea? pleas faster be a vet, SO I CN GET TREATMENT FREE >) ai si ni le XD YANG THENG helloooo. wtevr u do don regret ok? ^^ don go into depression like i did XD YING YING HELLO CHAO DA FISH! thx for being crazy/funny and for always playing along with my jokes. hahahaa.... muz rmbr ur zhuzhu evrytime u go bck to damai k? ^^ HAHAHAAA <3 u YU BIN HELLO HOTTIE -- lol. yayaya, u're soooo adorable and cute and hot n wat not. LOL TAKE FRENCH NXT YR, N RMBR WAT I ASK U 2 DO >) <3 ^^ YU TONG HELLOO TONGTONG/PANDA ^^ u're the cutest girl i'e ever known man. DON B SO STUBBORN OKKKn. oh. faster be a model ^^ so i cn noe more guy modelist XD oh yeaaa. AISHITERU ^^ ZOE HELLO TOFU! fun convos, sms, AG's concert. THX MAN. ^^ take french ok? tts unless it doesnt stop u frm reaching ur dream la. haha. je t'aimee ^^ oh. stop being so cute. -- all the guys arnd me all look at my frens. hmmp... tt includes u END OF LIST ^^ |
