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4 years of effort..... didnt pay off.... sec1 SCIENCE 96.0, 90.0, 80.0, 91.0, 40.0, 85.0, 97.0, 78.1, 76.5 [1 MISS, PRACTICAL] sec2 SCIENCE 86.0, 84.0, 82.7, 86.5, 63.3, 87.5, 78.0, 78.0, 85.0 [ 1 MISS, PRACTICAL] sec3 BIOLOGY 92.0, 90.0, 86.0, 78.3, 81.2, 74.0, 93.0, 83.5, 85.0, 84 [ 1 MISS, I WAS TOP IN LEVEL] CHEMISTRY 79.0, 79.0, 84.0, 74.4, 78.0, 85.0, 76.0, 80.5, 79.2, 79 [1 MISS] lets ignore physics -- sec4 BIOLOGY 89.0, 77.0, 85.3, 80.0, 82.0, 75.5, 83.3, 84 [NOT A SINGLE MISS] CHEMISTRY 80.0, 100.0, 86.7, 87.9, 87.5, 92.0, 80.4, 81 [NOT A SINGLE MISS] DO YOU FREAKING UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL WHEN I SEE MY RESULT?!?!??!?! THE FIRST TWO SUBJECTS I LOOKED AT WASNT EVEN ENGLISH OR HUMANITIES, IT WAS THE TRIPLE SCIENCE (ignore physics, it was just in the way), I SAW: ALPHABETICAL GRADE PHYSICS - A CHEMISTRY- A BIOLOGY- A BUT WHEN I SAW THE GRADE NUMERICAL PHYSICS- TWO (ignore, expected --) CHEMISTRY- TWO (didnt believe my own eye, start tearing) BIOLOGY- TWO (couldnt take it, decided to ran off from in front of the hall) SO WHAT IF I GET 6 DISTINCTIONS?!!?!? I'D RATHER GET 5, WHICH ARE ALL A1S FOR MY DOUBLE MATHS AND TRIPLE SCIENCE, OR EVEN 4A1S FROM DOUBLE MATHS, BIO AND CHEM, AND 1 A2 FROM PHYSICS. NOW STOP CONGRATULATING ME, AFTER U'VE SEEN THIS, U SHD UNDERSTAND FOR BIOLOGY- I HAV 2 TEN-YEARS-SERIES 1- TOPICAL (from my fren) I COMPLETED AT LEAST ALL THE MCQ, EACH OF THEM, A TLEAST 3 OR 4 TIMES. I COMPLETED THE WRITTEN QUESTION TWICE(i tink) 2- YEARLY(bought) I COMPLETED THE WHOLE TYS, AT LEAST 5 OR 6 TIMES. EACH OF THE TIME CLARIFYING MY DOUBTS WITH MY TEACHER. STAYED BACK IN SCHOOL, STAYED BACK FOR NIGHT STUDIES. ALL THESE DOESNT PAY OFF?!?!?!? CHEMISTRY 1. TOPICAL 23-YRS-SERIES. a fren gave it to me, QUESTIONS ARE SUPER HARD, BUT I MANAGE TO COMPLETE IT. THERE WERE ABT 20+ CHAPTERS, EACH CHAPTERS COMSISTING OF 100 OVER QUESTIONS, OR EVEN 200 OVER QNS. I COMPLETE THE WHOLE BOOK, EXCEPT THOSE OUTTA SYLLABUS. 2. YEARLY I COMPLETED THIS ALSO AT LEAST 5 OR 6 TIMES, SAME AS BIO, I ALWAYS ASK THE TEACHER ABT THE ANSWERS. NOW TELL ME, SHOULDNT I BE DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF?!?!?!? SHOULDNTI BE MAD, I DON DESERVE ANY CONGRATULATIONS. SO STOP SAYING I DID WELL. I HATE MYSELF!!!!! |
