why do i always recieve this?

what's wrong with me?

its all my heart's fault,

for being so easily contented.

please have pity on me,

cos every single disappointment is painful.

how can i tolerate,

being hurt over and over again?

telling myself it's enough, but never successful

why do i not remember those pain,

why am i not afraid of the accumulation.

all i ever do is to find more love,

how much more must i get?

why do i not remember those pain,

just getting hurt alone isn't tolerable.

when would all this end?

when will i stop wasting my feelings

i'm surprised with myself as well

how come i can still tolerate?

although my mouth says it hurts,

but why is my heart still fine?

anyone ask me out, i agree

'cos i'm afraid that my heart will be too free.

or maybe 'cos of the loneliness,

when will all this end?

telling myself it's enough, but never successful

why do i not remember those pain,
why am i not afraid of the accumulation.
all i ever do is to find more love,
how much more must i get?

why do i not remember those pain,
just getting hurt alone isn't tolerable.
when would all this end?
when will i stop wasting my feelings

why do i not remember those pain,
why am i not afraid of the accumulation.
all i ever do is to find more love,
how much more must i get?

why do i not remember those pain,
just getting hurt alone isn't tolerable.

i want to know when, will i have someone....

so really suits me right? ^^