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yes. maximum point is approaching, im breaking down already. bloody hell tt EC (which obviously doesnt stand for eye candy but stand for some bloody name) la. i don wna giv a damn abt pi alr. i giv up yes. i've grown up as a happy girl. someone who always loved studying and always have that will to study, to enter a uni, to be what i want to now? tjc totally ruined me. i've lost interest in studies. i've lost hope in continueing. i've lost that feeling of persueing what my goal is. i don't even know wat's the point of studying now. yes, its that serious. maybe it isnt that ba for the H2 subjects, cos at least, my interest is still there given the good teacher i hav. what about H1? lets see why not start with something we cant escape? PW. pee double eew, according to one of my frien, and yes, totally agree PI isnt that bad, but wat makes it bad, is the frekaing teacher himself. i hope he at least realise that if we don achieve our goal, its his fault GPP? what a joke. i wonder how this can go on. how much can we do on the topic? yes, the ony good part, is that, it WILL be over in less than 10 months. maybe half a year even? ok, something that MOST of us cant escape GP what a pms bitch hav i gotten. such an encouragement. yes. totally. she IS a good teacher, ELIMINTING HER MOODSWING AND HER HIGH EXPECTATIONS! NOT ALL OF US ARE ENGLISH EDUCATED. DAMN what about another subject that actually, i could've escape it. and i WILL, if it doesnt get better FRENCH the teacher is nice. yes, funny and all. but there's a frekaing joker in cls, who tinks abt nothing but sex. all he ever care about is how to swear the "f" word in french. all he oes in class is make all those irritating noise and unnecessary comments. worsening that fact, is that THE TEACHER ENTERTAIN HIM! and another "repeating of history" kind of subject, econs a TOTALLY new subject which is obviously not advisable for someone who HATES monetary issue like me. supply? demand? pui. cant they learn something more useful than that? yes. im at the peak alr. u never know wat cn happen. when the maximum pt is reached, and i burst, i may just loose all my NEW friends. i may just get reported about PW and parents called down maybe i cn resort to violent? idk, i've never tried. no harm trying though. since im alr getting mentally unstable. how much more stress is the govt gna giv students? do they even realise the danger of it? i doubt so. PW? lect&tutorial system? all rubbish. yes, u may argue, prepare for future uni & working life. ever thought this may just lead to us ending our lives earlier than expected? think again. im so glad, after next yr, no more singapore education. at least, for now, im sure about that. and wow. to think i coul trust you with my feelings, u ruined it. u say u wont tell anyone, an wats happenning now? i rather he nvr knew, i rather just like him from afar an remain one of his good friends. what r the possibilites now? 0. if u don't know abt the last part, don't ask. cos then, it means, u're not meant to know. |
