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can you believe i'm actually blogging at 12.20 am when i freaking have a test tommorrow, a test which i tried to study and obviously i failed (tts y im here rite tsk) bloody sian idk why srsly. i must promote. if i retain i shall bug my parents to let me go bck thailand/go somewher else tt's not here. (well one of my best fren is alr might as well juz go inside her luggage n go with her rite?) n i guess i'll never pass GP in my whole entire time spent in this sch. (3 cheers for gp) OOOH i tink i got the lowest in cls for gp agn (lets ignore the poor ppl whose mark r deducted like for some reason ) n i'll miss my fren like #($#(%)%^ :'(((( n i wonder if i'm rly in the right place. n my phone went mad today, 1, 4 and 7 are not working. I ALMOST PASS MY FRENCH LISTENING. well, it's still an almost pass. (i'd prefer an almost fail though) n i pass oral lol (pls tel me she's tkin me for my a lvl oral, SERIOUSLY) n econ test is on thurs, which i 'studied' and obviously nth went in. yayness. sigh... n im emotionally unstable, idk wat's wrong with my mood, with myself. i seem to get pissed off kinda easily now n i find it damn irritating (thanks frens for not gettin pissed off yet. u all srsly hav high tolerance) oh. n my tolerance level's getting lower and lower tt i practically curse and swears evryday. (tt is so not like me) n i want it back like in the past, when i hav my punching bag. now no more. :(((( n i'll have 1 less nxt yr :'( i've never hated studying this much b4, never hav i spend 3 hrs doing maths and not get anything correct, nvr had i spend 2 hrs memorising n nth went in, never. never had my english mark been so terrible. my 1st english test i had 18.5/100. apparently now im getting like... 16/100? yea this shows tt u actually don get smarter as u grow older. or isit juz me? probably. and to you(s), i only hav 3 words to say i hate you. seriously. can you pls don try n test my patience? ur comments are not needed ALL THE TIME, do you know that? if not, pls know it now. i miss you, and i'm not that daring to tell you, so here i m, cowardly writing inside my blog, cos i know, you won't even care /don't even noe my blog exist. ok 12.31, gnite. |
