happy? nope.. over the moon. how long have i not laugh like i did today? idk. a year? maybe? seriously, way more than i cn explain even when amanda's leaving, i can't help but felt really really very happy today. a week more, exactly, before i shall cry again. and it wont be juz me crying, trust me amanda. you're worth way more than that. thanks for everything. <3 N OMG IF U RMBR WHO BENNY BOY IS I SAW HIM TODAY THE BOY'S ALMOST MY HEIGHT AND IS DAMN GOODLOOKING BLOODYHELLL |
"i'll make you owe me, so much that i'll be the only who can take your life..." |
"love..." "love you..." "love you the most..." when will i find my prince huh. n idk wats wrong with me i've been feelin lonely. and sad and confused. by idk wat, seriously. |
i bet u saw me before i saw you i bet u purposely avoided me by covering ur face looking down but sorry i refused to let you have your way i wanted to be thick skin, i didnt care if you purposely avoided me no matter how retarded i looked, i say hi anw. oh well the after-effect are overwhelming though... ANW went to turf city with xiaohui and then hantam our way bck OH WELL AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO GO THERE NOW XDDD seems like wii's quite fun. HA HA HA |
O-V-E-R! |
ohmygod from one moment you made me soooo happy. the next you can actually make me sad. isit me, or are you giving me false hope? oh well even if it's false hope, i'll still pretend i do hav the chance. WA PIANG. |
what an unexplainable, indescribable, confusing feeling. a feeling, which i've never had, never felt, for anyone before. |
this song DAMN zun title: Just turn back. artiste :Nat Myria If only you'll turn and look behind, you'll find a girl, who seems to always be behind you, almost always each time you look at me, it always seem as though i'm avoiding your eye contact that's 'cos i always pretended to look away. it might seem coincidential that we always meet everyday, but deep inside, that was my intention. i'm just waiting for you to ask, to say hi, or even to ask about my feelings, which i shan't hide my answer to you, is that i like you. i wonder, if this feeling is mutual. but no, wait maybe i should hide it. 'cos if you don't understand me, it'll only be a sad story for my heart. just watching you from far, just meeting you everyday, that's all i ever ask for, no further dreams from my part. all you have to do, is turn back and look at me just a minute a day, is more than enough. i'm more than satisfied with that, and that's all i'm asking for. alll you have to do, is turn back, and look at me. can you give me that chance? |