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i lost my water bottle. i can't swim. i'm somehow or rather unwanted everywhere. i'm either too noisy, too selfish, too stupid, too irresponsible or simply.. unimportant. pw results is out tmr. for other class, highest they cn get is an A. but not my class. for my cls, the highest, is only a B. and there's no way i can get a B. how about another D? im freaking 0% for gp. thats how horrible things can get. stop swimming right after inter school? no way. that's whr my real real friends are. that's whr i could smile after a whole day of crying. cool. now my mum can even read my msn conversation? thanks a lot. i have a discipline record on the 19/1, for being absent. and i have absolutely no idea, i was absent on that day. i have noone i can always rely on. i used to have that someone, but she's no longer around. where can i ever find anyone else like you? someone who will definitely have time to reply my sms. someone to always have some way or another to cheer me up. someone who never fail to be a confidant. come to think of it again... if gene enhancement was legal, maybe my parents don't want this fatblack ugly stupid selfish childish good-for-nothing as their daughter. maybe, i shouldnt be born at all. that might make my family feel happier, i guess. they have 1 less worries to think about. 1 less burden. 1 less annoying irritating thing in the house. and they'll prob be a perfect family ever after. |
