fell asleep doing GP paper 2 fell asleep while doing Bio mcq. didnt know that that thingy was a GPCR. read qns wrongly. wrote a bit, and stared at the clock waiting for time to pass for econs. i think it'll be another bad case tomorrow... and guess wat? i lost my ez link card. *claps* i need a celebration... i don't care if tomorrow's paper's gonna be like that, but thursday paper better be the best paper for my jct. if i get an A for chem... idk what i should do. thank my friend for the notes? yea probably... and maybe treat him bbt - -''' hai :( if i can't be your no.1 bestfriend... can i be your no. 2? :'( |
i'm so tired. :'( |
January/ Your heart as strong as rock Your heart is as strong, and as firm as a rock. You're not swayed by wind, sun or rain. You have high patience in waiting for your special someone, and you tend to fall in love for a very long time even though it's 1-sided. So, obstacles are not a threat to you. February/ Your heart, a spring. It's as though your heart has a special type of spring, and is ready to jump from 1 person to another. So, sometimes you're the topic of the gossip in this area. (well, what to do. You're attractive). You're fast, even in the area of love. You fall easily, and you pick up easily. Well obviously, you will not stay with those retard problematic lovers and you will never withstand any relationships with problems! March/ You like your lover to be like a kitten You're specialized in the area of selection for lover. One look, and you can how good this person would be your lover. But the bad point about you, is when you are in love with someone, you want them to be like kittens. They have to be tamed and agree with you without any conditions. So, your level of ability to go against obstacles would vary with how "tamed" your lover is. April/ The always confused and sensitive one. (TOTALLY ME HAHHAA) (i'm gonna make note abt this hehee) You're known for your sensitivity and how confused you are in love (totally right). Especially, when your loved ones are not paying enough attention to you as much as you want, or ask for(yes so please don't ignore my sms cos i get really really sad :( ). You'll get very emotional and unimportant (yes :'( and i'll worry about a thousand and 1 things), and keep it in you. So, depression and loneliness are what you constantly face. Thus, the level of your tolerance to relationship problem depends on your mood and temper at that point of time, because nothing is constant, when you're considered. May/ The one who gives everything to true love. Once you're in love with someone, you've completely surrendered your heart and soul.You never hesitate to display your love for the loved ones, and when your lover showers and shows you their love, you will be completely touched, and fall even harder for them. However, you may still be unable to differentiate between love and sympathy, love and lust, and love from the brain and love from the heart. So, you are always facing with problems. June/ Please be careful, insanity increases when in love. When you meet your love, everything is beautiful, colourful, so you only have 1 point of view on love. And you may come across as insane when you're in love. So, when a problem occur, it's hard to control, cos you will be the first to lost control! July/ All your luck are tied to love. You're another one specialized in love. Everyone can talk to you about their problem, and almost everyone will find a brilliant way back to solve their problem. You know how to choose your own lover, and you're special such that all your luck are tied to love. So when your love life is not going very well... the others won't be going very well either. August/ The experienced one You don't have to be afraid of staying single in your whole life, because your fate as determined that you have to go through AT LEAST 3 times of love, then only would you be able to invite people for your wedding. So, you're very experience compared to the others. Your level of tolerance for problems is generally quite high. September/Emotional > Reasons The only way you would choose your lover, is whether or not they attract you or not. Other reasons are all forgotten. Your lover/crush are usually very sensitive and caring. And on the other hand, you cannot withstand people who are possessive and those with high ego. Oh, chances of you marrying early is high! October/ There's equality in gender Love, for you is gender equality in both males and females. Don't ever expect you to follow your lover alone, or respect their decision. The type of love that is the biggest obstacle to you is the type that lack justice and equality. You can never accept it if you're at a disadvantage. November/ Needs the lover to be a confidant You longed for love, and your lover is very important to your emotional state. They have to be warm, and you can always rely on. But your emotional aren't very stable. Your main problem is that you're the one causing the trouble, and don't really bother to settle it. 'Cos you're kinda "seeking attention type" December/ Dangerous charm. Your charm so strong they attract both the opposite gender, and the same gender (oh... how interesting), who are attracted to your personality. Now that you know it, you can proudly accept it, that just by being yourself as you are, is like a perfume that everyone is willing to surrender to you if they're near you. A small little advice for you, please don't fall for someone just because the others say so. You have to be the one finding, and choosing, and reassure, you will be able to go through any problem that came your way! So how? is yours as accurate as mine? i think this one was mainly for girls ba :D |
Have you found your soulmate? soul mate, may not be just lovers but they can also be friends, or even complete strangers. there are 3 characteristic of a soul mate. 1. in the past lives, you have encountered or even lived with them. 2. on that very first time that you meet in this life, you would find that you're very familiar with this person, and there's some form of connection between the two of you, that would make you feel the most comfortable, and give your complete trust this person. 3. once a conflict or quarrel arises, they are usually easily solved and understood. And, as mention, soulmates may not be lovers. There're 3 types of soulmates. 1. Companion Soul Mates this person can be a friend, a teacher, a boss, or a complete stranger who saves you in time of trouble, or someone you have only met for only once, or a few times, for a short while, but they may be the motivation for you to change, in a positive way. it's only a short period of time, because in the past life, you have only met them, helped them, or received help from them, over a limited period of time. it's the kind of, "i will be like you! i can do it, just like you!" motivation. Twin Soul Mates A twin soul mate, is someone who has been your friend, for many past lives. and when you meet them again, you became friends with them, yet again. they are similar to companion soul mate, but the degree of comfortness, closeness, and the bond, is much stronger than that of companion soul mates. it is such that it seems, like there is a telepathy between the two of you, like a pair of twin, that when you get to know each other, you'll always tell each other what you're going on in lives, you'll go through thick and thin together. And no matter where you are on earth, you'll know how the other person feel, you'll know that they'd be the one who comfort you when you make mistake, you'll know that they'll always be there to wipe your tears when you need. A real life-long friend, so to say. A Twin Flame Soul Mate there's 1 and only 1 twin flame soul mate, hard to find, hard to meet. you'd only meet, because of what you did with them in your past lives, that creates an invisible bond and attraction between you and them. usually, are opposite gender. throughout the whole life, there'd only be one. the one you've spent your past lives with, the one, who is like your heart and soul. when first met, you'll feel electrocuted, as though there is magic. you'd naturally click, could naturally get along well and feels good when you're near this person. you would know, deep down in you heart, that this is YOUR SOULMATE. it's a feeling you would only have, for this ONE person. It would be someone, whom when you hears the name, met them, or know anything about them, you'll have a different feeling. you'll feel that they're different from anyone else, that you've ever known. Ps: Soulmates may not be your past lives lovers, you just have to love the people around you, you'd find your soulmte in this life. it's your decision of how you'd form the bonds. So, Have you found your soul mates yet? Good luck! |
more nice passage :) sorry if u've seen this before! girl: have you ever miss me? boy: never g: do you like me? b: no. g: do you want me? b: no. g: would you cry, if i'm no longer here? b: no. g: would you live for me? b: no. g: can you do something for me? b: no. g: which one would you choose, your life, or my life? b: my life. after hearing all the answers, she was devastated. she turned around and ran away from this person, who was her boyfriend. but he ran after her, shouting... The reason i never missed you, is because you are always on my mind. The reason why i don't like you, is because i LOVE you. The reason why i don't want you, is because i NEED you. The reason why i wouldn't cry if you're no longer here, is because with you gone, i'm as good as a walking zombie, with no more life. The reason why i wouldn't live for you, is because i would die for you. The reason why i cannot do something for you, is because i'm willing to do ANYTHING for you. And the reason why i choose my life, is because you are my life. |
omg i saw this off a thai website (which i spent my whole day here already) Best friend... is... just a normal friend, who happens to be closer to us, than the usual friend. cos there are probably several things in common between us, more than other friends. that's probably why, we became so close. maybe, it isn't the attitude, maybe, it isn't the looks, maybe, it isn't wealth maybe, it isn't the intelligence, that we became close. but maybe, there's something, something in this person, that it HAS TO BE this person, ONLY. Sometimes, we just don't go the place we want to go, just because this one person, is not going. sometimes, we would just go to the place we don't want to go, just because this one person, is going. Sometimes, we can just sit, kept quiet, and be depressed in one corner for the whole day, but as soon as when we see this one person's face, all the tears we tried to fight back in the whole day, would flow like a waterfall. Sometimes, if this person laughs, we, can laugh louder than our usual. Sometimes, a hundred sympathy and words of kindness from many people, is not as warm and reassuring, as this one person's pat on our shoulder, that means, "it's okay, i'm here" just like how this quote says, "i'm not JUST a friend, i'm YOUR friend" because, best friend is so important. so important, that some people can't separate, and compare a best friend, with a stead. and compare, who is more important, when there is absolutely no link at all. when we're in love, this friend, would become the extra, in out private world. our best friends, are probably used to it that whenever we're in love, we'll drift further and further away, from them. And the next time we'd think of this person? when we're heart broken. think about it, if you were your friend, how would you feel? it'd probably be along the line of, "damn you, once you found your love, you forget your friend. when it's me in trouble, you don't do anything but if it was your love in trouble, you would literally do anything. you can only remember my number after you broke up with your girl right, bitch?" come to think of it, it's actually quite true. cos when we were in love, and all that matters was our lover, and we rarely spend time, with our best friend. only once in a million years, would we get to talk. but when we're hurt, depressed, or felt like the world came crashing down, at that particular moment, all we felt like doing, was to dial the person's number, waiting and longing for the person to just pick up the phone. which sometimes, if that person is already asleep, we'd tell them to get back to sleep, not needing to listen to anything. cos all that matters, was the fact that the person picked up the phone. that was enough. this is probably, what we call, a best friend. someone we can sit with, without speaking a word, yet when we walk away, it felt like we've spoken a million words. a best friend, is, someone who're not in our eyes, when we're happy. but is someone, who would NEVER let us fall, no matter what, no matter where, no matter who, caused that fall. i've found my best friend (whom i'm not quite sure if that person's aware of it), have you found yours? |
i'm amazed at how retarded you are christy lee. and im even more amazed that within a single afternoon, zhePANGkang and pangsai theresa cam make clarisse go OKKKKKKKKKK and PANG PANG. and further amazed by how this batch of people was able to uncover the true color of the mad lijing. and at how small gloria's eyes are. :) and elite trng seems fun, though with lots of breast stroke - -! |
adventure of ping and pan. pan: PING HAHAHAHAHA YOUR SCHOOL REOPENING NEXT WEEK HAHAHAHAAA. ping: eh. isnt urs opening also? pan: oh shit YEA. pan using computer, look-chin (our dog) climb on her. pan: PING GET OFF ME. mum: *laughs* ping (who was engross in watching youtube video) : huh? pan: nothing mum: she called the dog ping just now haha. ping: - -! wait for more retarded moments, but most of the time we're fighting - - k wait i have more. what abt my retarded dogs :) ping lying on the floor playing computer. pan on the sofa playing piano. mama sitting watching tv. one of the dog went to stare at mum with his big eyes. the other one came and stare at me mum: yessss? wat do u want why u looking at me? dog: *stares & waggle his tail* mum: *looks at the clock* OOOH UR DINNER! ping: *looks at the dog and laugh at her* HAHAHAHA. mum: PING GO MAKE DINNER FOR THEM! omg we watch tv n we forgot abt them! ping: HAHAHHAHAHA WAIT LONG LONG. unless u come here, sit and gimme 2 paws :D and so i call the dogs over. ask them to sit. obviously they didnt and i didnt giv up. so i continued asking them to sit! AND THEY STILL DIDNT. and WOOF! ping: fine fine fine. just cos i don wna giv u ur dinner u have to bark at me. okay fine. so i got up.... and walk to the kitchen, SLOWLY. WOOF! fine i know u're walkin faster than me and is ahead of me but hey relax manxxzxzxzx. after i prepare their food. OK IF U WANT UR FOOD STAND ON TWO LEGS NOW! *both dogs stares* STAND! the female retarded one stood. HAHA. so i gave her but the other smart one stil staring FINE U WIN! >( seems like there r ppl reading but i m posting this for myself ONCE AGAIN. |
screw maths, screw gc. screw my life. |
i'll continue with the camp some other day :) lemme tell u what happened during today's trng so morning, nth much. juz loads of nonsensical and wrong shooting from me (ah duhh rite im a swimmer) then it was "reconstruction", according to christy. well she meant econs, but yea she typed it wrongly cos she was too excited with her new phones - - then aft tt was more studying. WHICH I COULDNT DO RECURRENCE. KILL ME. then training.... hohoho... so i begged mr loh to let me join the massaging session wa lao he damn mean at 1st didnt allow me to join i wna cry alr - -. but then he good mood and nice today uh. so he actually allowed me to join :)) and the pairs were.... gloria+lijing zhepangkang+pangsai gareth+mr loh (where gareth give up and went into the pool after demonstration) and of cos christy+me. (duh rite noone is big enough to take christy ha ha ha ha) then... scissor paper stone, she lost. so she had to be the dummy for me to massage hahaaa.. so i apply oil like i wna fry christy and i swear her leg freaking stiff (and muscular, okay?) sho funxxzxzxz (Y) she kept on moaning and groaning (although she claims she's only whining, my ass - -) and it wasnt juz her there was still lijing + zhekang's moaning and when it came to the T-bone massage, the oil turned black when i massage christy. i bet it's her and not me oo... p: wa lao ur leg seriously damn tight c: yea it's very tight p: *pokes in amazement* c: YOU'RE POKING ME LIKE POKING THE MUFFIN TO SEE IF IT RISES p: o.O? muffin muz poke one uh? and then when it was my turn... p: SOMEONE PASS ME SOMETHING I NEED TO HOLD ON TO IT. AH DAMN IT CHRISTY LEE DAMN PAIN CN U RELAX OMG DAMN TICKLISH HA HA HA HA c: ITS SUPPOSED TO MAKE U FEEL PAIN, NOT TICKLISH!! p: HAHAHAHA OMG DAMN TICKLISH HAHAHA. c: OMG PING IT'S SUPPOSED TO FEEL PAIN ARE YOU FEELING THE PAIN? p: YES OMG. SHIT DAMN PAIN. CHRISTYYYY *whines* c: wait i marinating the chicken. p: watttt c: then muz check if the meat is tender *pokes* and we were amazingly noisy. not my fault, it was rly pain!! >( and then, it was 1.5k swim :P which... well... nvm. we helped to stroke correct gloria and lijing though (Y) productive day (my ass - -) nvm tmr whole day at home gna lock myself in my room and mug :'( n there was free BUNS for us after training HAHAHAHAAA gloria very happy (Y) n then it was the usual walk out of the gate with the dinosaur. :) and that's it, the end of my 2nd week of holidays. HELPPPPPP!!!!! |
okay lemme continue (im too lazy to study - -) so after setting up fire, we cook rice. and we managed to :D then after tt was the eggs. GAHHH angriness. it took me more than half an hour to cook the eggs. never this long, i swear. and then after cooking went to pick up woods for campfire. hmmp... scary... yep then it was dinner. shared with christy, as usual, and she dropped like tonnes of food plus a fork, but nvm abt that :D then it was the sharing. well for seniors, it was pure impromptu crap, good job though rachel :D and for juniors.. there were shows omg. the names... all the crap. HAHA. penny for a thought? HALLO HALLO, COME BACKKKK. omg epic and. ohmama - -! oh, and mm ji mm. LOL. and then after tt, was sharing session. and guess wat it started raining - - so we went into the pavillion. anw... there were PEOPLE who wanted to sacrifice awww so sweet riteexxzxz - - MY ASS. anw, and the sharing goes on... and on... and on.... then after tt our teacher told us to think about a qns, and i was shocked, dead shocked... anw... i felt so damn unwanted everything was about polo, wasnt it? fine. then it was time to sleepp :)))) and we were told of our night duty schedule.. n mine was at 1.30, with jasper and... cnt rmbr who. rachel's was at 11.30 so yea, she was off 1st so in the tent of me, gloria and christy.... wow. 1st was all the crap of changing and putting powder IN THE TENT. then it was wrong place of sleep. christy was at the extreme left, gloria extreme right and me, in the center. and so... ping: eh... dino, i juz realised.... im a left sleeper. (turned on my left and face christy) christy: eh... no kidding, im a right sleeper. (turned on her right to face me) c: it's a bit awkward now... p: yes. very awkward c: and im really a right sleeper p: and i REALLY am a left sleeper. c: oh noxxzxzx. and then... since each tent has a red light stick each... THEY STARTE TALKING ABT RED LIGHT DISTRICT. help... and then, they hugged a polo ball each, and start to fall asleep. 20 mins passed.... i felt 2 punches on my pillow. looked at christy, hoping to see her open her eyes and giggles. she juz slept. 10mins later, something cold touch my leg. and i was like WHICH PART OF THE BODY IS TOUCHING ME NOW. used my hands, picked the mysterious part of the body up oh, it's dino's hand. and she retracted her hands and curled up. 10 mins later, now from my right side. a leg came over me. and it was gloria's HELP. couldnt sleep, cos needed to pee and noises were so loud + light flashing my eyes (no blaming, but im a very light sleeper) then it was my turn went to pee at the beach. LOL. then went to the pavillion where jasper started singing korean songs. anw. let's heck tt planned to not sleep, but failed. went to sleep at 4. sound asleep. woke up again cs of the gush of wind exactly at 5.50 tried to find my torchlight, failed. n then went to report late for 7 mins. and so... 70 push ups. but this year, it was surpisingly easier than last yr's. although it's 30 difference, but still. rly much btr :D and then morning run, where mr loh asked me to go back to camp site found karon there, prepared b-fast with her. :D then they were back, and then breakfast :D okay another pause here. AND DEAR READERS, PLEASE TAG. I FEEL KINDA LONELY NOT KNOWING IF IM UPDATING FOR ANYONE TO READ OR JUZ FOR FUN! >( |
had the june swim camp from thurs to sat... okay shd i juz blog abt the whole camp? yes. >) SOOOO let's start with the camp prep. the night before the camp, went to NTUC with christy (aka dinosaur, if u're wondering who this unknown person is) to stock up our food supply (Y) and we actually spent less then $10, AMAZING RITEEE. then on the thursday... reached school at 7.10. went to the toilet like super many times cos i was having stomach ache - -. the sai don wna come out uh - - then we were told to organise our bags and watevr usual routine.. so we did. then it was time to load the stuff... and wait for the later people. and was told that the camp was cut short from 4days 3 nights, to 3 days 2 nights. - - loaded, took bus to ferry terminal and then boat to ubin. juniors went to look for the campsite, while seniors follows. set up the tent with my tentmate, i.e. christy, gloria and rachel. there was a christy+ping vs gloria+rachel match of who cn fix the stick in 1st and put it in place properly 1st. obviously we won :))) and so, after much whining about how ugly the tent peck were... OUR TENT WAS UP! :D and since we were so pro and was the 1st grp to finish, mr loh asked us to set up his as well. no problem :)))) i mean, we've no prob doing tt, but the tent has sth against us - - k aft the tent set up, it was lunch. then it was r&r till 2pm then the task was given. there'd be a senior vs junior cooking while the juniors had deep discussion abt the cooking comp and got to bond, seniors went to drink/eat coconut and rent bike. LOL. competition using ONLY natural fire. well... all thanks go to karon and myran, u 2 are amazingly amazing at setting up fire :))) so the cooking was finally done. hmmp... okay i pause here 1st i needa go giant buy stuff. |