idk how to describe my feeling.
but i just found this song, which actually totally describe me.
it just feels... like.. idk. weird.
i don even know how to explain my feeling.
but i can break down anytime. and it's not you fault,
it's not her fault either, so don't feel bad.
it's my fault, for being too simple minded. for being such a soft-hearted person,
for being such an emotional girl,
for being so damn bloody sensitive...

screw you ping. i swear...

ok i was deciding which song i should upload as my blog song, i decide. since i should just let go...
i shall use this one...

Artiste: Instinct
Title: Please send me someone.

Must I feel lonely for an even longer time? How many times must I sigh?
How many more times, must i face disappointment in love, before I'm satisfied?
I have to listen to love song alone, 'cos for me, it has always been one-sided.
I look around, I see noone having such disappointment,
so why, why me?

I keep telling myself, there will be some day,
when there will be someone who will come by.
I keep reminding myself, there will be some day,
but... when?

Please send someone to love me,
'cos it's so cold right now, to be alone.
I want to know how true love feels like,
and true love do exist, don't they?

Please send someone to be my soulmate,
to keep me company, to never let me feel lonely,
to help me understand love, and to be loved,
like others.

It's too lonely, so lonely I cannot stand it.
I tried to stop myself from searching, but I could never.
I really want to know, how it feels, like,