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posted by lalala on Friday, July 09, 2010 at 20:11.
to you, i shall name you A.
that's it. that was my final hope. if there's nothing, i've pinky-promised dino, promise angeline/serene/wanling/lijing, that i will delete you off my phone, and my memory.

(not that i have that much... but it's worth a lot. really a lot. i wonder why too)

and then, when anyone ask me,

"do you still like ____?", i can go NO.
straight no.
i'm sorry but i really never felt anything like this to anyone before, i'm really sorry.
i'm sorry if i'm one of the mishap in your life...
i promise, you'll have none of that left.

somehow, i'm hoping that there'd be nothing. i want a clean stop from you, i really do.
and i think, i've come the correct way.


to you (not just 1 but a whole bunch)
i don care how many Us you're gna get, but i only have you all. so please don't worry about it too much. you still have time, you really do.
and i'm sure, i'm smarter than none of you,
so if i can do it. so can you.
we CAN and we WILL, okay? :)

and to you,
can it really change THIS much over a night?