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i just realised... i scored like 240+ for my PSLE prelims, but i only got 217 in the real PSLE. My o level prelims i had straight 5A1s, which were my target, but in the real O's, i only had 2 A1 and 4 other A2s. So, those times, i scored up to expectations in the prelims, but below expectations for the real final exam. for once, for once i'm hoping to reverse this trend. i'm not performing up to expectations right now, for my prelims. way off, i should say. so i'm hoping, that just this time, i would be able to get what i want. I''m only asking for 3As, and Maybe 2Cs? if not, just 3As, and 2 passes. That's all i'm asking for, is it really impossible? no, i don't think so. i'm gonna give it my best, (what am i doing here), my all. I don wanna regret anything. |
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HELLOO!!! \^^/ I GUESS YOU'LL NEVER SEE THIS UNLESS YOU GOOGLE YOURSELF, BUT ANYWAY, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, PARK TAE HWAN/ 박태환 !!!! :D I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR SWIMMING CAREER, PERSONAL LIFE AND EVERYTHING. I PROMISE I'LL CONTINUE TO SUPPORT YOU, it doesn't matter if i'm supporting Jianbin as well, cos the sole reason i noticed Jianbin was because YOU WEREN'T HERE FOR YOG! (thanks anw if not i wouldn't have known Jianbin existed) BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER, COS FROM MY GUESS, YOU TWO WOULD BE TAKING DIFFERENT EVENTS! so i wont have to choose who to support, except well... in relays. I REALLY HOPE THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO SEE YOU SWIM LIVE ONE DAY :( :( :( :(. and now my only hope is London 2012, the world is not allowed to end until i've seen you, OK? :D all the best for asian games, even if i'm having A's, I WILL STILL BE WATCHING, I-DON'T-CARE! breaks some more records, and grab those golds for korea OKAY! :D haha when i was 14 i wondered, 4 years down the road i'd be 18 and taehwan would be 21, if i would still be supporting taehwan. the answer is out HAHA. 사랑해요, 박태환! :) what an important week this is!!! :) |
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i hope it gets there. (btw, you're not supposed to see this, it's a surprise for you, dude). |
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so there ARE people reading my blog, BUT WHY ARE VIRUSES THE ONLY PEOPLE TAGGING!!! >((((( *sians* |
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prelims' over, but i don't feel like it is.. |
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fml i wasted my weekend away. yayyyy. so there's no one else to blame if i flunk maths. well wait, there is. blame maths. screw you zzz |
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cool nice song in this kinda time. for every single one struggling with something in their life (Y) the song is kinda like... someone who was so tired, he wanted to just commit suicide. but then that moment changed his life. :) come on, WE CAN DO IT! :) Title: Higher Artiste: Aof Pongsak He has no control over the path he's on, drawn by fate, even if the paths always lead him to failure, to dead-ends. He's so tired, he wants to just stop and give up. To give up everything, and end everything by dropping himself off this higher place. (*) He was me, who felt like doing that when I'm devastate, hopeless. But when i was standing right there, at the higher place, i realised... (**) The higher i am, the further i can have the overview sight and i was able to look at everything, at a bigger angle, opening up my mind, my heart, that... (***) We should be standing higher than our problems, then only can we see that everything isn't that bad, that out of thousands of dead ends, there would always be, at least, one way out. How many times was he faced with those horrible incident while on the path, but he has to persevere, he must make sure nothing stops him. He might not have experience much happiness, but he would be able to understand his life better, after standing at that higher place... (*, **, ***, **, ***) out of that thousands of dead ends, there would always be, at least, one way out. |
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wonder who am i to you... :( |
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can't wait for prelims to be over!!!!!! this is so damn different from my feeling when i was taking O's prelims. that was like... fun. but now... it's so :( i still have no goal, and will continue to not have one. ugh. oh i do. TO WATCH PARK TAE HWAN SWIM LIVE! now i shd add 1 more, TO WATCH HE JIANBIN SWIM LIVE AGAINNNN! :D yes. i've been having a very very very VERY bad moodswing since yesterday. MY PERIOD ARE LIKE SUPER FREAKIN DAMN LATE?!??!?!? hell - - AND I FEEL MORE BLOATED EACH DAY. (gp side track: there's no such thing as more and more/ less and less) from this point onwards, up to you if you want to read i've warned you. hai... u know sometimes i wonder, how many people actually do meant what they say, and keep to what they promised? all i need is some sense of acknowledgement that i still matter as much as you claimed i was. see, just one single mistake, and i've lost you. i've lost someone i knew, and thought, would be my bestfriend. someone who've clicked with me like noone else does. seems like i was away on dreamland. and when reality hit me, that nope, im not there anymore, i can't help but feel cheated, taken for granted. and most of all, hurt. i know lots of people take their friend for granted. i do, with ivy and amanda, and wl/ws/yt. but i'm quite sure that whenever THEY need me, i'm there. no matter what, even if i don't even see ivy, even if amanda's in canada, even if weilin's busy mugging for A's (or talking nonsense), even if wei shan is studying like mad for her exams (or going out with some ------), even if yu tong is gaga-ing over anime (and grounded inside her house), i'll be there. jc fren no need la hor i see u all everyday n u noe i don take u for granted. ok im typing too much i forgot what my point is. i just want you to know, whatever i said to you, i meant it. E-V-E-R-Y SINGLE WORD of it. and i don't change. even if i do, I'LL TELL YOU I AM CHANGING. and i take it, that you meant it. idk if things'd changed for you. idk how much of the space i occupy in your heart, idk if the memories you wanted to get rid of was about me. maybe to you, now i'm just the person to make you sad, to make you think so damn much, right? and she's making you feel better, right? i'm sure you know how sensitive and how easily affected i am, not to mention how simple stuff can trigger my jealousy, and how i remember things. every single thing that has affected me emotionally, i remember them. screw the facebook new column that keeps showing photomemories, cos more than half the time, it's a pic of me and you. ok. my brain has officially stopped functioning and i'm braindead. goodbye. |
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i cant help but feel this way. sound familiar? |
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can i rewind the time back... maybe... 7 months ago? i promise i won't be blind, i promise i'd have taken that chance... :( 11 to 12 study schedule is mad. |
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idk what's the right thing to do. to try and drip hint to let you know how i feel, or to just keep quiet and act normal like nothing's changed. see, if i do try to let you know, things'll prob be different, and from my past experience, it's always different in a bad way :( but if i keep quiet, you'll never know. and even if you do feel something, i will never know. how? |
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omg i love bio hahahaa. so we had a make up cls today, well it's normal everyone complained and i did as well. but trust me, it's 0.1% compared to if it was to stay back for econs/gp/maths. really. ok so we were going through post mortem. and there was a qns about species. explain the term species in a biological term, or sth. so the definition has 2 parts, and the 2nd part is about the species must not be able to interbreed with another species. and her example? Ms ho: OK OK, so right, you must say that the species cannot interbreed with other species cos that's the main reason why they're seperate species! so like ping, cannot mate with chimpanzee right? me: HUH, WHY ME. Ms ho: ok la ok i give you better example, and i hope you will rmbr this example. so let's say... ping mate with jianbin to produce fertile and viable offsprings.... me: YES YES YES >///< Ms ho: but cannot mate with limeng's grandson... means ping is a human right? so you must write that since ping cannot mate with limeng's grandson, she's a human! well unless, of cos, jianbin is a monkey. me: NO HE IS NOT! OMG! omg. HAHAHA. if that ever happens i needa buy wanling and angeline a HOUSE. the island is self proclaimed. ok. time to sleep. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :D |
